gu suck!!!

So I decided to buy a PS3 for my after Christmas gift. I also bought Call of Duty. I am not, nor have I ever been someone that is into playing video games. I love to play them when I play but I have never went out of my way to play but thought that it would be fun to get a PS3 and start playing. I thought Jasmine was going to get me one for Christmas because that's what I hinted to her that I wanted but I got other great gifts instead. We decided that I could use some of our gift cards and cash that we recieved for Christmas and put it towards a PS3. Jas was very nice to let me do this but she did have one condition...play it and don't just buy it and let it sit. I have played it. With all the passion that my heart can send to my finger tips, I have played it. With the exception of the last couple of days I have played it for about 4 hours per day. The problem is that I do not think that I am getting any better. I feel bad for my teammates because I am not very good. For those of you who have never played the game, you can hear other people's voices that are playing with you or even the players that are playing against you. I am always being heckled. I even checked my messages the other day and someone sent me a message that just said "gu suck". I am pretty sure I am being put down by 10 year olds. I have got news for you gamers. I am proud of my poor gaming talents. For those of you that are good (you know who you are...Isaac) get a life! I want you to know that I will continue to play but now I play for me. I am not sorry if I get put on your team or if we lose...deal with it!